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feigning ignorance is beautiful;
embracing the truth is a chore;
immersing in a lie is heavenly.
best of all,
a heartless man is the most happiest man around.
these few words are used to describe the silence of the situation, the many words left unsaid when the eyes met, the pain that should be existing when the usual actions and waits are belonging to someone else. Even as friends, i didnt realise a friendship could be compromised. perhaps it's a young ship, that's why. maybe, maybe. nevertheless, it is a fact that words of assurance to the stage of friendship exist...
seeing is believing, but i reckon interpreting is much accurate. i dont need to air the bad laundry of yours, cause deep down YOU know it's YOU and what have you done. Very often, i wanna retaliate, but i remembered it's a waste of my time, my tears to do so..
surprsingly, these did hurt of course as im an emotional animal. maybe you tried putting yourself as one, but perhaps not so. but if i prise down deeper, i realised it's a journey i went through and still am going through. i witnessed the actions, i hear the actions, i interpret them, tell me how these are fake. i wanted to know if you were real, but i've gotten the answers now. tangible, and just right in front of me.
The more i walk this journey, i see the greater disparity between us. And im upset that my perspective of you starts to change. It's like you are laying the answers right here for me, so naturally i picked them up.
but im comforted by something i guess i sub-consiously slipped into. I'm closing up and i dont want to mouth a word of feel..
good things doesnt last;
many lessons learnt..
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i wish after each night's sleep, i would be stronger to fulfil people's view that i dont need any form of protection; stronger to hold the tears i never want to show; stronger to have a greater capacity to hold more of rubbish;
and stronger so i wouldnt run away..
im stressed.
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feigning ignorance is beautiful;
embracing the truth is a chore;
immersing in a lie is heavenly.
best of all,
a heartless man is the most happiest man around.
these few words are used to describe the silence of the situation, the many words left unsaid when the eyes met, the pain that should be existing when the usual actions and waits are belonging to someone else. Even as friends, i didnt realise a friendship could be compromised. perhaps it's a young ship, that's why. maybe, maybe. nevertheless, it is a fact that words of assurance to the stage of friendship exist...
seeing is believing, but i reckon interpreting is much accurate. i dont need to air the bad laundry of yours, cause deep down YOU know it's YOU and what have you done. Very often, i wanna retaliate, but i remembered it's a waste of my time, my tears to do so..
surprsingly, these did hurt of course as im an emotional animal. maybe you tried putting yourself as one, but perhaps not so. but if i prise down deeper, i realised it's a journey i went through and still am going through. i witnessed the actions, i hear the actions, i interpret them, tell me how these are fake. i wanted to know if you were real, but i've gotten the answers now. tangible, and just right in front of me.
The more i walk this journey, i see the greater disparity between us. And im upset that my perspective of you starts to change. It's like you are laying the answers right here for me, so naturally i picked them up.
but im comforted by something i guess i sub-consiously slipped into. I'm closing up and i dont want to mouth a word of feel..
good things doesnt last;
many lessons learnt..
-------
i wish after each night's sleep, i would be stronger to fulfil people's view that i dont need any form of protection; stronger to hold the tears i never want to show; stronger to have a greater capacity to hold more of rubbish;
and stronger so i wouldnt run away..
im stressed.
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