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I'm in absolutely no position to judge.
it's inevitable and obvious that the laughters have soften; the smiles have straightened; the enthusiasm has dropped; bubbly is just so not there.
this week has been pretty 'crashing' on me. The drive to start afresh is just so difficult. and I have never feel so detach from anything before- i'm not proud of college. im so disappointed. I became like a pile of shit some day this week with some expected yet unexpected treatment from a person who claimed to have so much experiences. marvellous.
Things arent going right for me in every way. it gets worrying, perplexing, confusion, heartbreaking and definitely the thought of going away. Any way.. any methods.
For as much as i cant go on, i live on a story. much love from brother- water and fizzydrink; reactive and pro active. I feast on it daily- it's my daily dosage. It gives a little strength to move on despite setbacks. More of which to ease my high ego and pride. countless of time they had been trampled upon, in this sickening place. ironically, from what i keep close to my heart each day, i am still as cynical as before.
I gave everything up with a huge opportunity cost, so i ought to think harder. I started with the drive, but ended with practically nothing as im losing it. i used to lead in the project, but i gave it up today, wanting to be a follower. Im too tired, but yet nothign seems to be getting right. I seriously kept asking why why and whys- in every situation i am in.
I kept questioning,
I kept fearing.
I kept doubting,
I kept worrying.
I kept missing.
I've got two palms,
but i cant make a sound.
Perhaps the only solution is,
 i've yet to figure out. As for you, I hope things get better. you've got to untie that knot in you..
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I'm in absolutely no position to judge.
it's inevitable and obvious that the laughters have soften; the smiles have straightened; the enthusiasm has dropped; bubbly is just so not there.
this week has been pretty 'crashing' on me. The drive to start afresh is just so difficult. and I have never feel so detach from anything before- i'm not proud of college. im so disappointed. I became like a pile of shit some day this week with some expected yet unexpected treatment from a person who claimed to have so much experiences. marvellous.
Things arent going right for me in every way. it gets worrying, perplexing, confusion, heartbreaking and definitely the thought of going away. Any way.. any methods.
For as much as i cant go on, i live on a story. much love from brother- water and fizzydrink; reactive and pro active. I feast on it daily- it's my daily dosage. It gives a little strength to move on despite setbacks. More of which to ease my high ego and pride. countless of time they had been trampled upon, in this sickening place. ironically, from what i keep close to my heart each day, i am still as cynical as before.
I gave everything up with a huge opportunity cost, so i ought to think harder. I started with the drive, but ended with practically nothing as im losing it. i used to lead in the project, but i gave it up today, wanting to be a follower. Im too tired, but yet nothign seems to be getting right. I seriously kept asking why why and whys- in every situation i am in.
I kept questioning,
I kept fearing.
I kept doubting,
I kept worrying.
I kept missing.
I've got two palms,
but i cant make a sound.
Perhaps the only solution is,
i've yet to figure out. As for you, I hope things get better. you've got to untie that knot in you..
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