girl, you're nuts

J A S M I N E
awesome 18

surprises-
beautiful suspense,
my greatest love!



Cry - Rihanna


BE-INGS

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renzhi
yingying

105'08







i sensed it;
i got it.
thanks god, i knew it-
now.

when things got to the stage where i learnt i have myself to rely on, i had a hella of fear. When every moment are make it or break it, i always think it's break it. When i'd thought i'd worked hard, in people's eyes- i haven't and that's what im labelled for.

As the number of years decreased, and the amount of presure doubles with time, the existence of fear increases a whole load. inveresely proportionate. Is that good- for me? i dont know. when you witnessed people comfortable polishing their skills, you wonder why arent u doing so. And i kept on asking..but it shouldnt be the case, as i jolly know i have no time for it.

it's time im trying to hold,
it's time im trying to prove,
i wonder how am i going to give my moment a difinition.
if i can do it then,
why cant i now.
i made a feat,
let it repeat..
to ease everything thought that lingers.