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i never thought things would turn out this way. im angry and im certainyl unhappy. im not saying, what's the point anyway? i might just get slap in the face. save the fats.
If any human beings out there have anything against me, come and spit in my face. You dont have to show me how included, how happy you are. why? trying to emphasise that im not like you? and i see you have removed the sign that were besides our names- and placed mine under someone else's. That moment, i thought a nightmare had just came true. and it realy has, i guessed. Now, im clearing the perspiration and calming that very nerve of mine.
Like i've said, come to me if i have stepped you on your very toes. You dont have to raged a cold war. im not trying to seek sympathy. why should i anyway? your actions, your words, your expressions are seriously not what i'd anticipated.
I thought you were a friend. it's really funny when i describe our relationship as a BOY-GIRL's. After one day-overnight, you quit talking to me. Not even acknowledgign my presence. And im like the guy, who cant make out your moves.
Im keeping quiet, cause i know i still have the capacity to. It hurts to see all of you, and im out there alone. though i have one.. but in the first place, we could have been as a whole. You used to encourage me to hold on when im giving up on maths, adn sharing littel secreats. but None! none took a second look at me. And you are kinda childishly influential- a little more people are following your steps. and you seriously will fail your social studies if there is now, as you've failed to present both side of the story.
im obviously angry about it, no doubt. but im saving my sarcasm..
everybody knows i talk alot. sometimes, i got overly mad, i talked and comapnied by silly gestures. sometimes, i may have sprouted some words that offenced people unknowingly. im trying to control, but it seriously isnt me. but come again, i have to change. and i am talking lesser. Anyway, friends are suppose to accept each other for who we are. i had my prejudice too, but i learn to ignore it becasuse i take you as who you are. and now, you are doing it.
kyung said if i didnt do anythign against my consceince, i ahve nothign to fear. bonds forged within 2 years cant be held long anyway. some 'keep in touch', 'friends forever' in the past years cant even be made a reality, so what makes 2 years so great and significent to feel the hurt from a pal. I agree cause i dont wanna feel the intensity of pain as tiem passes as i know this situation wouldnt improve. I do have nice souls around whom i really care for and i think they reciprocate as well. This bonds are more than precious to me as they are going through with me for 2 years. If they can last, they would be so much valuable than anything else...
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i never thought things would turn out this way. im angry and im certainyl unhappy. im not saying, what's the point anyway? i might just get slap in the face. save the fats.
If any human beings out there have anything against me, come and spit in my face. You dont have to show me how included, how happy you are. why? trying to emphasise that im not like you? and i see you have removed the sign that were besides our names- and placed mine under someone else's. That moment, i thought a nightmare had just came true. and it realy has, i guessed. Now, im clearing the perspiration and calming that very nerve of mine.
Like i've said, come to me if i have stepped you on your very toes. You dont have to raged a cold war. im not trying to seek sympathy. why should i anyway? your actions, your words, your expressions are seriously not what i'd anticipated.
I thought you were a friend. it's really funny when i describe our relationship as a BOY-GIRL's. After one day-overnight, you quit talking to me. Not even acknowledgign my presence. And im like the guy, who cant make out your moves.
Im keeping quiet, cause i know i still have the capacity to. It hurts to see all of you, and im out there alone. though i have one.. but in the first place, we could have been as a whole. You used to encourage me to hold on when im giving up on maths, adn sharing littel secreats. but None! none took a second look at me. And you are kinda childishly influential- a little more people are following your steps. and you seriously will fail your social studies if there is now, as you've failed to present both side of the story.
im obviously angry about it, no doubt. but im saving my sarcasm..
everybody knows i talk alot. sometimes, i got overly mad, i talked and comapnied by silly gestures. sometimes, i may have sprouted some words that offenced people unknowingly. im trying to control, but it seriously isnt me. but come again, i have to change. and i am talking lesser. Anyway, friends are suppose to accept each other for who we are. i had my prejudice too, but i learn to ignore it becasuse i take you as who you are. and now, you are doing it.
kyung said if i didnt do anythign against my consceince, i ahve nothign to fear. bonds forged within 2 years cant be held long anyway. some 'keep in touch', 'friends forever' in the past years cant even be made a reality, so what makes 2 years so great and significent to feel the hurt from a pal. I agree cause i dont wanna feel the intensity of pain as tiem passes as i know this situation wouldnt improve. I do have nice souls around whom i really care for and i think they reciprocate as well. This bonds are more than precious to me as they are going through with me for 2 years. If they can last, they would be so much valuable than anything else...
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