girl, you're nuts

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105'08







I AM PANICKING AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABT IT.


okays, you see? it's defnitely not pardonable for me to blog like now, when i need to study! but i cant. the wooden chair im sitting on made my spine hurts liek an old lady's; the fan next to me study table is uber noisy, and i had to stare at it hoping it will quit squeaking; the bed is like some prostitute luring its customers. I AM TEMPTED TO SLEEP. cause when i had enough of aching back, i plonked into the welcoming arms of my bed and sleep engulfed me. RIGHTS, my descriptive essay is sure to flunk. and all the post its are making me stressed! and thought of peopel gettign doen with their revisions made me pee adn shiver with fear. IM HERE STUCK WITH MATHS. god god god. and all i can manage is a weak whimper: help~ i am like so panicky, i can think properly. and my stomack did so much cartwheels that what i eat, the toilet gets it. Man, and i didnt have lunch and cause cause cause my appertite is just so bad. im so not prepared for maths lessons tomorrow adn i guess i cant slepp tonight and grand daddy see is gonna come down ahrd on me. man, i dont liek it when he's angry. He's a nice teacher.


GET THOSE WORK DONE LIKE NOW! oh yesh, to make myself worse, i've got econs too.


now, i need so much more than hug the buddha's legs. i seriously cant imagine how i sat through the same wooden chair for hours! for my O LVLS. im desperate for that kinda attitude again. i need them so badly. mayeb i need to upgrade my brain too. It's liek pentium 0.5. SHEESHBUNS. my table is so cluttered with notes and e wall in front of me is freakign me out. i just wish to get functions adn transformation done! at least if i do so, it will lessen my guilt.

START DOING!





UNGLAM LIKE ANYTHING.

and i cant be bothered to adjust the size to reduce the SCARE. HA

but the point is, IM LIKE THAT NOW- like in a OH MY GOD state.

im totally missing 'i've never been to new york yet i love new york.' *WINKS*