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For a second, i thought i was fine. After much pondering, i wonder if i am so. Alrights, contridicting. EXACTLY. and i got myself into a real fix right now.
It was nice guessing. It was nice knowing. It was nice enjoying. It was nice indulging. It was just equally nice knowing the truth and not knowing it. It occupies my mind before and after the reveal.
Humans crave for answers. I certainly hate suspensions. sigh, but even after i know the truth, it's equally mind-boggling. I have to hold the feelings of much more people besides mine. And i am certainly so much afraid now. This tiem is for real man. I AM UTTERLY SCARED, IM PEEING IN MY PANTS ANY MOMENT. I wonder how people will look at me, and i guessed that's my greatest fear. Besides, i've got so much responsiblities. Own ones. I've got to prove to myself and to people that i can handle, if i want to have it. And i cant afford to fail, and i cant afford to face disappointments.
Perhaps it's influential that superficial factors areo nce highly taken into account by me. But it all turns into disappointment after some time. You see, god is fair. He bestow you with flare, and he too even it out with flaws. So now, im wondering and im stuck without a clear decision. I cant pull away from my 'beliefs', but i want to get away at least a little from them. But then again, am i up to criticisms?
Anyway, like i told myself and i'm holding on to the ropw real real tight, for fear i'll lose my grip. I dont want anything right now. i dont wanna change anything. I have yet to attain the kinda 'level' i wished for before whatsoever. I've yet to prove my part, and the whole tide have yet to go down too. man, this is totally mind-racking.
i would rather do physics. gulp.
and i really dont know what to do..
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For a second, i thought i was fine. After much pondering, i wonder if i am so. Alrights, contridicting. EXACTLY. and i got myself into a real fix right now.
It was nice guessing. It was nice knowing. It was nice enjoying. It was nice indulging. It was just equally nice knowing the truth and not knowing it. It occupies my mind before and after the reveal.
Humans crave for answers. I certainly hate suspensions. sigh, but even after i know the truth, it's equally mind-boggling. I have to hold the feelings of much more people besides mine. And i am certainly so much afraid now. This tiem is for real man. I AM UTTERLY SCARED, IM PEEING IN MY PANTS ANY MOMENT. I wonder how people will look at me, and i guessed that's my greatest fear. Besides, i've got so much responsiblities. Own ones. I've got to prove to myself and to people that i can handle, if i want to have it. And i cant afford to fail, and i cant afford to face disappointments.
Perhaps it's influential that superficial factors areo nce highly taken into account by me. But it all turns into disappointment after some time. You see, god is fair. He bestow you with flare, and he too even it out with flaws. So now, im wondering and im stuck without a clear decision. I cant pull away from my 'beliefs', but i want to get away at least a little from them. But then again, am i up to criticisms?
Anyway, like i told myself and i'm holding on to the ropw real real tight, for fear i'll lose my grip. I dont want anything right now. i dont wanna change anything. I have yet to attain the kinda 'level' i wished for before whatsoever. I've yet to prove my part, and the whole tide have yet to go down too. man, this is totally mind-racking.
i would rather do physics. gulp.
and i really dont know what to do..
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