girl, you're nuts

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105'08







Ohs, my vesak day was pathetically endurable. that's after a night of anger and frustration by some faggot. Here im ranting about his shameless, selfish, sucker's acts, i bet he's there texting and drooling over the girl who has confessed to him too. yucks, it's totally disgusting. you see, even if my own specie wanna die faster, choose one dignity filled and pride held high rather than dumping your entire life to some asshole who is irresponsible and just to me.. a pile of shit. literally and figuratively. FUCKER.

look, all of us have our privacy and our own social life to enjoy. you arent the only human being on this beautiful planet called earth yea? In this group, it's only me who dares to stand up to you shitass without a single word of apology. firstly, you are just a sucker who loves sucking up to authorities like how you suck your goddamn thumb if you lack a pacifier at the age of 17 for you- a year younger. AND that doesnt give you any fucking reason to be filled with lesser brain cells and juice for judging and knowing what's the good and average traits of US HUMAN. go eat your dog food, dog. and perhaps find your bitch and just scram. Im all ready for more excuses and more filling up our loopholes with your wonderful, innocent voice that recite your so called reasons in a apologetic way. save it will you? yea, take a bow dude! you left such a wonderful impression in teachers that you as someone who is given the leadership role in this group and able to carry out your task diligently. im laughing so hard, my belly hurts. then my question is, if someone else bothers about this whole task, worries about it, anxious about the whole progress and getting so workout cause of suckers present in the group- and for all you know, she is the other leader as well. then tell me, holy mama.. who's the leader here. who calls the shots with motive while who calls it all for show?

fill me in bustard, why are you having such LOUSY yet special internet connection that always seems to cut off when we need to get some work done? and why whenever we pressed you for your task or a pathetic excuse from you, your internet which we thought just died on us at the crucial minute suddenly gets revived in a split second. WONDERFUL. i wish to ahve such shit too, can? and im amazed that the plane you claimed to be on managed to send you to your computer; being online when you claimed to go for a holiday when we planned a meeting. WHOA MAN. which airline is that? uber efficient.

there's a million thousand reasons for me to hate you like how i get disgusted when i step on poo. YOU ARE THE SHIT. fuck man, i tell you..im not going to tolerate such crap from you anymore. and i tell you right now, though i know animals have 10 times lesser brain power than human biengs so i seriously doubt your comprehension skills. whatever is it, one more time and i'll just get a confrontation. let me make it clear- no one voice it out, doesnt mean you can have it your way? no one wishes to stand up, i'll do it. and i'll make sure you clean your face with shame.

and my my, of course you can do well in tests and all luh. imagine you ahve all time to do them when you should actually have half the time to as you have to include group work. if you didnt do well, then it spells alot about you. irresponsible, selfish, lazy, big fat fucking liar, and STUPID. so, dont bother keep asking around for how much each and everyoen scored for tests. cause you will just bring yourself more shame if you get lower. ever get any of my words into your pig brain? maybe not. you are a living dead. bustard.

and i see an equally dumbass who has willingly to sahre this very limelight with you. yada yada, the love of your life. how dumb some people can get, i wonder. ha, and im certainly LMAO.

god has bestowed you with your only ability to lie, and you are living in comfort of it. and i certainly wish that you are able to make a living out of your ability. all the best, fucker.

- im not the angelic kind of girl who watches her language with great caution. as long as i know my limits, yada.-

and how great to be without your sense of taste, smell and your hearing not being at the optimum level due to whatever the cause may be. nice. and being aggravated by some ass seriously isnt fun.

i have to stop complaining about college, i guess. but im somewhat disgusted. yesh. and the workload? sigh, piling and piling. and im stress like anything.

when i believe to give my best, someone else would be there to carry the rest for me. no? i see no one. and all i have is just my limbs and my brain. im pushing myh limits but yet holding on in some way cause im so afraid to fail. i dont know what's the best solution.

when incompetence fills my day;
slow and negative gets in the way,
i realised im weak like nothing.
everything pass that quickly. i took a breath, and now im here.
i wonder where i'll be in the next..