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Finally i feel like filling up the spaces here. i've been up to nothign these days- slacking around till school starts on like wednesday? pretty fast on a second thought. havent get enough of hols perhaps. LIE. ha. i'm kinda frighten on the thought of SCHOOL. man, i so feel like a primary school kid movign to a total new enviroment in secondary school. The good thign then was being innocent, ignorant and naive. you know, when we arent really concern about how peopel look at us. BUT im moving on to being a 17 year old teenager in a high school. wells, add 14 to feb 14 and that the holy date. :D as i was saying- it isnt easy being a teen. Wells, i cant explain why it's not easy- cause if im able to, it would be easy right?

BLESS MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS!

i've been rather free these two days and all i did was eat, eat and yea eat. i guess the hightlight of my activities was 'stormbreaker'. yea, the literature text i had when i was in secondary two? My brother rented the dvd and you bet i was uber thankful he rented it. i was squealing throughout the whole show. Man, yep you guessed it- alex rider was a HOT STUFF. heh heh. right, pretty face indeed. ALEX PETTYFER? oh god, handsome like anything. right after this, im gonna check out his other productions. ;)

i realised one uber serious, death-concerning fact about being fat. O.O the thing about being fat isnt that bad. you wont die being fat. but you will, if you grab a piece of your fats everyday complaining ' god, fats,' but you're indulging in sinful treats the other hand. sigh, im going to die! you see, i had a miserable valentine's day so i was kinda jealous that my brother got a home-baked chocolate pie by a girl who uber mad over him- i think. poor girl. wells, she's has taste i should say. MY BRO IS HANDSOME. * grin* alrights, the point is the moment my mom cut them up into equal pieces- i shouted' save some for me, must save some for me.' it isnt even mine, and i ate about 6 slices already- i so hop my maths is that bad that i always get an answer more than the usual. sheesh. ( my brother hasnt eat even a slice! HAHAS.) man, if my mouth wont stop chewing- the needle of my machine is gonna burst real soon. ebay! im selling my skinnies. :( but heys, the whatsoever eatign choz to feel happy is really true. somehow, i feel so happy. like an insane cow. @.@

there's a zen saying that the longest route a man ever takes in the 12 inches round from his heart to the mind. ( i read it in teh papers.) i dont understand what that means, by the way. that sounds so sophiscated. but i guess it should be somewhere i think. the highest archeivement for being a human being- is to accept your flaws. im so darn far from it. there'is so much i cant accept about myself- from physically, mentally to emotionally. the result of constant teasing and turn of events. but wells, i've progressed a baby level by taking thigns in my stride and live with it. first thing in my 'i wanna check it off' list- stop eating. i cant believe i typed it in words. got to stick by it now, i guess. for my skinnies- i will.

'what hurt the most' in its original form sang by R.F is like sad, pathetic feeling. But not through cascada. Techno changed the whole feeling being exude. hmmmm, anger..hatred..

i so want to see you get your rertribution. at least suffer like how i did. and i never want you to be alleviated from the pain. it's saddistic, isnt it? so for now, i'll swallow this anger and forget what i've said.

im a peaceful girl. * rolls eyes.*