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105'08







alrights, im not doing anything fulfiling and THAT's simply irritating. i feel so guilty! im not making full use of my time but idling here and there. WORKING is not considered as a fulfiling activity. I want ot study! i want to go to school! i want to get my head in books! I miss everything about school! dont laugh at me casue i know many of you out there are too. IT'S so boring! on a second thought, i will get my fair share of stress and tears FROM stress real soon- so why not just live with the boredom or rather make full use of it by JUST BE BORED. make so sure i feel so darn sick of having nothing to do that i'll love stress in the time to come. hmm, so where shall i go tomorrow? HAHAS, how quick huh.

Had sake sushi with family and cuz. I only remembered that i focused on eating and nothing but eating. It's like FINALLY i can sink my teeth on those delicacies can? I so love the octopus, whatever the japanese name. is it chanmi of what. I still cant get enough of sushi. anyone game for a meal? ANOTHER meal is all enough to satisfy FATTY.

ohhhhhh, im just squirming in excitement. CNY CNY! cant wait to wear new clothes and stuff myself with those food! FOOD! oh the thought of it is so enough to make me want another dinner. this very thought is always punctuated by another thought that my stinking-loving brother always love to grab my arm and squeeze it like he's playign dough. What's worse- he comments that i'm fat and he continues to squeeze them. argh.

rights, im simply vain. i want to buy new nail colours yar? HAHAS. hopefully i wont get lazy to choose the colours. ha.

helped to hang up the decos we bought and i realised i have fat fingers. cause it's so hard to tie the SHORT strings. but then again, they're SHORT- so yar.

my brother was talking about this ever irritating fellow in his class and that brought me to compare the similarities of that fellow to that of hte person i detest right to her bones. even that, i think she stinks. i remembered my mommy tried to educate her baby by telling me some chinese proverb which meant 'even if your enermy says bad things about you; you dont retaliate but say good things about her.' the next reaction of mine was so immediate. i was like hellos? say good things about HER? i just did a good deed by labelling her as HER and not some shit. even that doesnt suits her, i bet. i mean for one, she has no good factors for me to praise. secondly, why on earth must i SAY GOOD THINGS about her when in the first place she bad-mouthed me and spread rumors that reflects her stupidity and childishness. p.s she did that THROUGHOUT 2007- which is like simply dumb and just lame. thirdly, she carries herself in such a bitchy way.. like bitching around is a GOOD habit of hers and she would die if that's excluded in her routine. Her daily dosage is just simply EEEW. lastly- which i find it so hard to say cause i think the list is endless- she takes friends like a boogey in her nose. betrayals seems to be an exciting, interesting noun for her. she's such a surface freak. it's super obvious that her victims know that they are victims of her endless tauntings but she goes to them wide-eyed, innocent and said 'hi.' ahh, bitch stop acting like you're really oblivious to everything. I'm not the kind who just sits around and let you do all shit all day. seriously, i pity you- are you feeling unsecure or what? you're just such a loser.

please, if i'm ugly, i dare you to stand in front of a mirror and say you're pretty inside out. if you do, i'll just slap you and advice you to wake up. i wont comment about your appeareance cause im not a guy who fancies your bloody facade. but i'll just say you CLAIM to be fantastic. (:

Let me rant a little more yar. cause after the lunar new year, i wouldnt want to dirty my mouth and mind about her. seriously, be it before or after new year- you'll be sorry if you do it another time.

LOSER!