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It's friday and my heart is feeling all heavy. Mixed feelings.
Robinson centrepoint has become a second home to me. Although i'm only a part-timer taking a vacation job, i've never been treated as one. Every minute there was laughter and fun. I'm really lucky to be attached to this department- the others draw the line of superiors and subodinates so darn clear. Some got so bored and frustrated working there as a result.
The people i meet over at rob are absolutely marvellous. Mas- the funny married, cheeky woman who always jokes. Mag- my manager. Pretty mama to all of us young ones. Aiyah- nicest manager you can ever have. You can always talk to her and she's a friend to all of us too. Florance- the only grandma among us. a little naggy and cold jokes, but she never fails to care for me in simple short sentences. ha! Eliza- the crazy woman who always go other departments to look for things to reserve for her husband. She always consult and trust our taste. Cora- though i still hold a fear for her, she exude coolness in her words and is really a hard, tough person. She's a sarcastic but she meant well. A supervisor indeed. Karen- pretty mother, who jokes with us. Whenever Karen, Vi and I are together, giggles never fail to explode within seconds. HAHAS, really funny. And there are still nana, suzanna, auntie tortise, MAMA! ( she's really really nice and approachable), deena, cheryl, azura, mercer, pauline, lynette, phyu phyu, sarah, elaine- the stupid woman who said i handsome and it's a pity for me to be a girl. HOW INSULTING. but given my attitude, i tease her back and it's hell of tickle and laughs between us. And rob is the place where JASMINE meets JASMINE. hahas! She's a promoter and really beautiful. She's my sister! (: And people like meiyan who is really nice to tell me facts of life and the ugly side of society where i had failed to see.
Friends from other levels are friendly and worth mentioning too. Well, i can say i had reconcile with sly- so we are friends again! ha. Kim teck, FIR, Lois, dragonfly, edwin- the super egoistic fellow who claims im texting him when we were both using our phones on the escalator.
Man! i tried to write everyone down cause i wish to have a memory of every single person and moment i have here. But my family is REALLY big and it's hard. (: seriously, i love everyone there, really love them alot. Im remembered and nic as siaozabo but it doesnt matter! (: We enjoyed everybody's company.
For the first time, i feel so loved and included- and i mean it. I can FEEL these feelings.
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Call it once bitten many times shy. I guess I had over estimated myself for being mature and understand what's love about. Mixed feelings, that's it. Love, like, fling. Someone tell me the real defination of all of these 3 english words. I cant help but question myself now. I am able to advice one of my colleague but that's when i start to wonder- do i really understand all these stuffs, do i really know what i want, or am i asking too much, am i being too strict and having too high a expectaions. So much so, my confidence starts to take a dip. Every move i take now seems to be unreal and uncertain. Follow your heart, i used to do that.. bu t it seems so much harm done, i cant think and follow confidently. Am i asking for what seems to be answers in a beauty peageant? Standard and for pleasing sake? im really confuse. tell me what to do, tell me if im right, chide me if im wrong, just anything to clear the block in my head. im really desperate for an answer, a view of another person.
Just who can i turn to..
casper is nice, but thoughts linger.. that it will become like the rest- that bad. So, im staying put-firmly.
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It's friday and my heart is feeling all heavy. Mixed feelings.
Robinson centrepoint has become a second home to me. Although i'm only a part-timer taking a vacation job, i've never been treated as one. Every minute there was laughter and fun. I'm really lucky to be attached to this department- the others draw the line of superiors and subodinates so darn clear. Some got so bored and frustrated working there as a result.
The people i meet over at rob are absolutely marvellous. Mas- the funny married, cheeky woman who always jokes. Mag- my manager. Pretty mama to all of us young ones. Aiyah- nicest manager you can ever have. You can always talk to her and she's a friend to all of us too. Florance- the only grandma among us. a little naggy and cold jokes, but she never fails to care for me in simple short sentences. ha! Eliza- the crazy woman who always go other departments to look for things to reserve for her husband. She always consult and trust our taste. Cora- though i still hold a fear for her, she exude coolness in her words and is really a hard, tough person. She's a sarcastic but she meant well. A supervisor indeed. Karen- pretty mother, who jokes with us. Whenever Karen, Vi and I are together, giggles never fail to explode within seconds. HAHAS, really funny. And there are still nana, suzanna, auntie tortise, MAMA! ( she's really really nice and approachable), deena, cheryl, azura, mercer, pauline, lynette, phyu phyu, sarah, elaine- the stupid woman who said i handsome and it's a pity for me to be a girl. HOW INSULTING. but given my attitude, i tease her back and it's hell of tickle and laughs between us. And rob is the place where JASMINE meets JASMINE. hahas! She's a promoter and really beautiful. She's my sister! (: And people like meiyan who is really nice to tell me facts of life and the ugly side of society where i had failed to see.
Friends from other levels are friendly and worth mentioning too. Well, i can say i had reconcile with sly- so we are friends again! ha. Kim teck, FIR, Lois, dragonfly, edwin- the super egoistic fellow who claims im texting him when we were both using our phones on the escalator.
Man! i tried to write everyone down cause i wish to have a memory of every single person and moment i have here. But my family is REALLY big and it's hard. (: seriously, i love everyone there, really love them alot. Im remembered and nic as siaozabo but it doesnt matter! (: We enjoyed everybody's company.
For the first time, i feel so loved and included- and i mean it. I can FEEL these feelings.
**
Call it once bitten many times shy. I guess I had over estimated myself for being mature and understand what's love about. Mixed feelings, that's it. Love, like, fling. Someone tell me the real defination of all of these 3 english words. I cant help but question myself now. I am able to advice one of my colleague but that's when i start to wonder- do i really understand all these stuffs, do i really know what i want, or am i asking too much, am i being too strict and having too high a expectaions. So much so, my confidence starts to take a dip. Every move i take now seems to be unreal and uncertain. Follow your heart, i used to do that.. bu t it seems so much harm done, i cant think and follow confidently. Am i asking for what seems to be answers in a beauty peageant? Standard and for pleasing sake? im really confuse. tell me what to do, tell me if im right, chide me if im wrong, just anything to clear the block in my head. im really desperate for an answer, a view of another person.
Just who can i turn to..
casper is nice, but thoughts linger.. that it will become like the rest- that bad. So, im staying put-firmly.
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