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105'08
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I can finally heave a sigh of relieve. Given my horrendous prelims scores, i had really improved in the nick of time. HA. I cant be bother about what others think but to me, i'm really really contented. I cant say there is still room for improvement- not that there's no more another year BUT because i've given my best shot!
I was like experiencing insomia for these past days as i've been thinking back; laying on my bed with the lights out and looking around my room like im leaving it. HAHA. I remembered that my amaths was my worst of the worst. Till prelim i cant even grasp the basic, i was like so depressed and thought of giving up that. The times i came home glum about failing tests after tests still stick in my brain. Once, i thought AMATHS IS A GONER for me. I cried telling myself no one can help me- it's too late and i dont think i can help myself too. BUT I MET MY FAIRYGODMOTHER!! a million thanks are is seriously not enough. It's like she revived the dead. IM dead and she revived me. So low in confidence, but slowly she brought it back bit by bit for me. i was like so happy whenever i'm able to solve even one question on my own. THANK YOU FAIRYGODMOTHER! (:
I was kinda taken aback by my results. It was certainly my best and too good to be true. I gained so much from a single piece of paper. I had lost my confidence- all of it. Somehow, i had to get through the O's. I pushed a little harder till the end..
Persevere, sheer hardwork and determination. These didnt come easy, of course. Some shitheads left me with a huge emotional baggage to handle, my already low self-esteem and teeny bit of playfulness and laziness are sure KILLERS. im just so glad the fear in me for O's surpass these baddies.
I had alot to prove.
Im not smart, that's what i know obviously. THAT'S WHY.
It's a sweet victory for me. I dont compete- i work for myself. i hadnt let jasmine down. that's the coolest thing ever.. :D yey!!
After an inspirational chat with my ever self-proclaimed-girls-flock-to-him brother, i was SO ENLIGHTEN. come to think about it, i was dumb really.
Be it for the thrill, or you'd loved me once ( that sounds so disgusting), whatever shit reasons you can squeeze out- YOU'RE HISTORY. no thank you for sweet memories and THAT ever sucky, moment you wanted to end.
BYE.
YJC's open house was ok. i wasnt there for the games, i was so sleepy and tired. Just wanted to be alone- but i had to know somethings about it. just out of curiousity. HA. if i join dance, which i think most likely i'd be- i'll be learning HIP HOP JAZZ, and one other jazz. didnt really catch what the senior said. Im so excited man! i'd been longing to dance again. It's time to lose soem fats. or rather, LOTS OF THEM. sheesh
alrights. had a reminising session about angry stuffs with sarah in the school library. TALKING ABOUT BITCH. seems like i need not hide my hatred for some slut. nice nic- CHICKEN. But then, if i rant here about IT, then i will be no difference from her, no no a grave MISTAKE- no difference from IT, right? This is the least im allowing my anger to go, It doesnt worth me getting so affected too.
what goes around comes around. it's just a matter of time.
For some unknown reason, im really happy today. this feeling is the best kind i've ever felt. SO relax. SHOPPING WITH FAIRYGODMOTHER tomorrow. cant wait to get onto my pumkin vehicle. what the hell do you call that? HAHAS. CASH CASH CASH. bestow me with tons of them!
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I can finally heave a sigh of relieve. Given my horrendous prelims scores, i had really improved in the nick of time. HA. I cant be bother about what others think but to me, i'm really really contented. I cant say there is still room for improvement- not that there's no more another year BUT because i've given my best shot!
I was like experiencing insomia for these past days as i've been thinking back; laying on my bed with the lights out and looking around my room like im leaving it. HAHA. I remembered that my amaths was my worst of the worst. Till prelim i cant even grasp the basic, i was like so depressed and thought of giving up that. The times i came home glum about failing tests after tests still stick in my brain. Once, i thought AMATHS IS A GONER for me. I cried telling myself no one can help me- it's too late and i dont think i can help myself too. BUT I MET MY FAIRYGODMOTHER!! a million thanks are is seriously not enough. It's like she revived the dead. IM dead and she revived me. So low in confidence, but slowly she brought it back bit by bit for me. i was like so happy whenever i'm able to solve even one question on my own. THANK YOU FAIRYGODMOTHER! (:
I was kinda taken aback by my results. It was certainly my best and too good to be true. I gained so much from a single piece of paper. I had lost my confidence- all of it. Somehow, i had to get through the O's. I pushed a little harder till the end..
Persevere, sheer hardwork and determination. These didnt come easy, of course. Some shitheads left me with a huge emotional baggage to handle, my already low self-esteem and teeny bit of playfulness and laziness are sure KILLERS. im just so glad the fear in me for O's surpass these baddies.
I had alot to prove.
Im not smart, that's what i know obviously. THAT'S WHY.
It's a sweet victory for me. I dont compete- i work for myself. i hadnt let jasmine down. that's the coolest thing ever.. :D yey!!
After an inspirational chat with my ever self-proclaimed-girls-flock-to-him brother, i was SO ENLIGHTEN. come to think about it, i was dumb really.
Be it for the thrill, or you'd loved me once ( that sounds so disgusting), whatever shit reasons you can squeeze out- YOU'RE HISTORY. no thank you for sweet memories and THAT ever sucky, moment you wanted to end.
BYE.
YJC's open house was ok. i wasnt there for the games, i was so sleepy and tired. Just wanted to be alone- but i had to know somethings about it. just out of curiousity. HA. if i join dance, which i think most likely i'd be- i'll be learning HIP HOP JAZZ, and one other jazz. didnt really catch what the senior said. Im so excited man! i'd been longing to dance again. It's time to lose soem fats. or rather, LOTS OF THEM. sheesh
alrights. had a reminising session about angry stuffs with sarah in the school library. TALKING ABOUT BITCH. seems like i need not hide my hatred for some slut. nice nic- CHICKEN. But then, if i rant here about IT, then i will be no difference from her, no no a grave MISTAKE- no difference from IT, right? This is the least im allowing my anger to go, It doesnt worth me getting so affected too.
what goes around comes around. it's just a matter of time.
For some unknown reason, im really happy today. this feeling is the best kind i've ever felt. SO relax. SHOPPING WITH FAIRYGODMOTHER tomorrow. cant wait to get onto my pumkin vehicle. what the hell do you call that? HAHAS. CASH CASH CASH. bestow me with tons of them!
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