girl, you're nuts

J A S M I N E
awesome 18

surprises-
beautiful suspense,
my greatest love!



Cry - Rihanna


BE-INGS

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jon!
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105'08







HAHAHAHHAHAHHAS. i can really laugh my ass off this time; rolling on the floor hugging my stomach and tear so much. A little closer and you'll realise it's all IN PAIN..

I dont know if it was a right thing to spit it all out, though for a second i feel really great. But the next moment, i asked myself- why am i remembering all and everything about it? i should have forgotten about it, shouldnt i? I feel like i immerse myself in the pain i thought i had forgotten how it feels. 3, 4 months is so damn fudging long to me, i didnt even realise it had been so short since the fatal shitty incident. ( HA! sounds like some holy, the-shall-not-be-name kinda thing. PUI.)

I seriously have no idea how people think of me, because im uncertain about how to describe the way i carry myself to them. Once upon a time, i was able to describe but it all turnt out wrong. So, please teach me more vocabulary?

Alrights, see? bastards are seriously on the loose. CASPER is just like the rest.. one who doesnt honour his words. Seriously man, i wonder why such faggots exist- to fill up the gaps between solids? And god damn it, this shall be the final time i'm believing BOYS. his age should make him a MAN, but seriously he's more kid than i thought. Childish and immature, one who ran away and disappear into thin air after some texts. IDIOT.

I'm writing this entry and wishing i can just step and crush all these letters under my feet. Can anyone feel my anguish, annoyance, anger and intense disgust?

This would be the last time, i swear.
Damn it.
totally, completely, absolutely LOST IT.
FUCK YOU FAGGOTS.