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105'08







promises are made to be broken.
promises are made to satisfy women's desire.
promises are made to ease women's tantrums.
so, hell with darn promises.
SHIT THEM.

thanks lil brat. somehow, you woke me up with some words of a fifteen year old. They knocked some sense into me, and all it became was hatred for that FEELING ONLY. I took kinda long to take in the fact of a boy's perpective of the situation. From what you say, i cant believe boys are such creatures. I guess i have to believe that now.

BOYS, we girls arent at your disposal alrights. dont experience us like how you bloody stinky things would do when you are so desperate for sex. WE ARE BREATHING HUMANS. when prick, we do get hurt. Dont pick us up only when you want a thrill. why? having a girlfriend is very cool eh? reflects that you are so wanted? dont throw us off when you get sick of us. Please la, at least animals still have SPCA to nurse their wounds. WE DONT HAVE A HOME FOR BROKEN HEARTS, alrights faggots?

im darn pissed. hahas, a chinese daying goes- when i cant have the grape, i say it's sour. something like that? YADA YADA. that's what im doing, but so be it. im happy drowning in my anger. maybe a few days later, i'll be sad again. HA, whatever.

oh wells. Im glad that dorcas told me mr sly has a new squeeze. so relieve he got his head over me. pearlyn is her name i think, and they are going out for new year day. i bet sly was feeling sour when i turn him down. he's so desperate he found a desperate partner out. wells, dorcas said that the pearl girl is desperate too. perfecccct match. i shall pick on this for the rest of his working days.

Im being labelled as the baby of my department and the craziest one there. Irony. (: see, every atmosphere needs me. HOHO.

oh yes, I remembered a few weeks back, i decided to slack during work. Coincidentally, the lingerie's fitting room had guys clothes that needed to be return to the dept. SO, i'm kind enough to render my help. off i went to 'sight-seeing'. I was so lucky, there were so many handsome promoters there. i spoke to one, cause i bloody need to return the clothes. Somehow, we called each other black girl and boy. I dont know his name, so our uniform gave us the name. Just the other day, we spoke again and yes, i know his name. no more black here and there. I find my little story amusing, but my colleague just push it off as lame. tsk, never mind. She's pre occupied with sight seeing too. for goodness, she's attached man, and she comment more than i do. see? we girls do look at guys too. we even drool over them. THAT MAKE US ON PAR. humph.

yes yes, my lastest squeeze: JAY CHOU. hahas. i never really like him initially. His songs always never fail to make me tear or emo. that's the shitty thing. I forced myself to listern to taboo songs, and 95% of the time im fine. Guess, i've toughen up. His voice is so so nice, so clear and boyish. He's talented too. small eyes. CUTE. see? i like extremes- big eyes or small eyes. YEA. i think jay's romantic too? oh wells, i prefer him in his movie. THAT would be romantic. @.@

i've not given up on show. hahas, never! he cant sing, for haven sake. but he can shake that bootie like no one else! dance is his forte, and i admire him for that. SO humorous too. ahhh, lovely.

hahas. im not coherent in my blog, and that's so punishable. ha, never mind. let me be random again. I LOST 5 KGS, GOD DAMN IT! (: and im so happy. BUT, i ate like a pig for two days already. TIME TO STOP. hehe.

ahh, i wonder what's black boy's shift tomorrow... HOLLERS! :D